As Above, So Below

AS ABOVE, SO BELOW

AS WITHIN, SO WITHOUT 

    Dear Mut, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy, I meant to ask you out but you haven't got a time, I hope you have a chance, even if it's not, I'm just gonna write here, honestly speaking, I wanted to know you. I wanted to know you more. Well it's not like I want us to be in a relationship, it's just that I feel kind of pure enjoyment talking with you. Like, you're a very fun person to talk to but I don't know, it feels kinda weird.. it feels like you're there, but you're unreachable.

    Like for example, I know I asked you out to do some activities together (bowling, eating, etc) but it's not what I meant, it's just an option. I mean we can just sit on the table over a coffee, or we can be in a car on our way to drive you home, just having a nice conversation, bitching about people, cracking jokes, mocking each other, definitely just having the time of our life and just laughing about it. We can even just lay down and talk through the phone, and just be chill.

    Okay, sorry. I know I don't have the rights to say this. But it's just these thoughts, that has been tingling in the back of my head for the past week. I don't even blame you for anything, really.

Maybe, I just need someone to talk to...

or maybe, I am catching feelings...

with love & light, - I.