Spontaneous thoughts, spontaneous talks

 Hello,

So, I’m doing overnight in the office and fell asleep here at 12 o’clock midnight. And I woke up just now or like 30 minutes ago (1pm), and I brush my teeth cause I figured I wouldn’t be able to fall back asleep

I just.. I really don’t..

Ok, I feel really compelled to write this right now, this super random, super weird, but at the same time it’s not because I feel like it. It’s just, it could be relatable, because recently.. I feel so tiredddd. Like my spirit (?) you know.. or like I don’t even know

I don’t even know what it is and I was like ahh I don’t wanna say that and post that but.. I don’t know. It’s not like I’m old and having a mid-life crisis yet😂 I’m just this ordinary grown up adult who’s not really doing much but I feel like, I feel really drained and it’s like.. I don’t know

Maybe it’s seasonal I don’t know

Maybe it has to do with the things I’m going through I don’t know

Maybe it has to do with other things I don’t know

But, I feel like a lot of people might be able to relate to this feeling..

And chances are: if you’re reading this far into this freakin’ random blog in the middle of the night that I’m writing, you might feel it too!

And I just wanna say: We’re gonna get through this..

You are a star

You are a light

You are everything that so many people needs in this world even if you don’t realize it

And we’re gonna get through this, and we’re gonna be okay

And we’re gonna come out taller on the other end, and come out stronger. Right?

And we’re gonna look back at the situation with so much light

And we’re gonna be able to laugh.. I mean in a way. Yeah I think so

But *yawns* I don’t know. I’m sleepy. I’m going back to bed.

Oh also,

If I have pissed you off with anything I’ve ever done..

Listen, I know I have this attitude of like I’m not sorry, and I really am not!🤣

Okay, like, I kind of am😋

But hey, we’ll get over it, alright😚

Good night, I’m going to sleep.

With love & light,

Ikipo