where you at, dad.

How could you leave us so unexpected?
We were waiting for you but you just left us
We needed you, I needed you

Welcome to the bottom of hell
They say pain is a prison, so let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well

I don't get it dad, don't you want to watch your kids grow?
I guess that sugary and unhealthy foods are more important, all you have to say is no
I know you gone but I can still feel you

I got this picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my dad, I need the real thing
Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?
You should've been there when I get a proper job
Told me you love me and congratulations
Instead you left us at the window waiting

Where you at dad?

We're too young to understand

Where you at huh?!

I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes
If you really cared for me, then where you at then?!

It took everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral

I wish you were here dad, but every time I picture you all I feel is pain

I hate the way I remember you

Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching why

Why would you leave us?

How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us?

Why would you leave us?

Sometimes I think about things like, you know, when i'd have kids and married

but you won't be there, you won't be there for any of that.

I'll never get to see you again

Sometimes I wish I would have just called you, I wish I would've just picked up the phone like you usually called us.

I mean you should've been there for us, you should've been here.

I wish you were here.